Real Love - Not a Bollywood End - 2

Present Day: 14th April' 2012
Rewinding back to 1 year and 6 months.........

September'2010

     17 years hence, a cute little baby was born in a middle class family with no luxurious amenities of life-style. The glow on this little champ's face depicted his intelligent quotient. The one who was Blessed with the mind that can grasp and analyse the situation and eradicate the problems.

Was Born and brought up in an area with parents of traditional and historical approach. After passing 12 years of heavenly life, while entering to the teen life, he jumped into a whole new world - a place where he had never been ! The child's life was limited to 4 friends in school, where he was respected by everyone.

The life soon began to play tragedic part. The young boy moved to a new kingdom - a new school. A place far away from his home, where he spent his half of the day. For a child of 12, 100 new rooms, filled with 3000 new people; under guidance of 40 unknown elders - was similar to entering an unknown city of darkness. The neophyte was harassed by rich brats(his classmates)

Born with stupendous intelligence, merely by going through the books, he managed to achieve excellent grades. Brought up with the preachings - not to speak ill about anyone, not to abuse and be a sweet, innocent heart that helps every other layman.

Oops....... But who cares ? He was abnormal in the 21st century; where being GOOD is a mere exxageration. His colleagues were one of those who abused their own parents, had cell phones, played pranks, possesing all the modern amenities which had devastating impact on the youth of these days.

Habituated by his deeds, a kind loving heart soon became favourite of all but he couldn't be amongst his class mates.......Animesh rarely had friends.
By the time he finished grade 10, most of his fellow mates had a Girl-friend or atleast friends in opposite sex.

Animesh was then SIXTEEN !
Did I say 16 in bold ???
Yess, this was the time when each and every humanbeing becomes mature - achieves "Puberty". As a natural phenomena, attraction towards other gender is not so uncommon. The same was felt by this innocent boy. He was unaware - Unaware of the change he was going through.

It was High time when inferiority crept in his mental state of unstable syndrome. Till then, he wasn't on social media but the social world pulled him too ending up with a facebook account by his side.

Facebook - A social trap where the youth leads to evil deeds.
Naah, Don't you worry. Animesh belonged to a family of values and moreover he was smart enough to look after his safety.

This teen was so keen to make new friends (obviously in girls).
But don't we know it was 21st century ?
The friends that he made; couldn't last longer as he never belonged to a community of specific people. A community of peers where they were addicted to hangouts, parties and night outs.

Well, the description by now, might have made you live the life of Animesh.
You're now Animesh. Consider yourself to be. Read the remaining part -2 as first person.

Grade 11

I entered the entire new world - a new life, Yes, it's my high school life. By now, I've started adding new girls (everyone has done that), adding new people. Till date, I have never faced girls, so I don't know how should I talk to ! Everyone has their turning phase in life. We all classmates were supposed to split up in 3 major fields. Science, Commerce or Diploma. I was now amongst new faces. Faces that were rather more corrupt or cunning and the faces that expressed something that they were of my kind. But yet the inferiority continued in me for 6 long months.

Sooner, I had a group of friends. Once during some free lecture, I stood up leaving my seat and joined a bunch of 4 friends who were giggling and getting mad with laughter, which was something usual with them. They were discussing something of a men into women. Out of curiousity, my expressions revealed my innocenc8e. They burst into laughter seeing me dumbstruck on having the word Sex get to my ears.
Yes, it was "S-E-X"

It was then, I was given the sex knowledge. The process had to go this way. The nude couple doing a foreplay followed by a course in which the male thing has to be inserted in the hole of female sort of thing. I was being given the description in the same particular way.

Innocent me! I kept wondering (as everyone does) how that, ever happened. My mind started the journey of thoughts rushing towards the hierarchy of the fusion that happens between a couple. Suddenly, the brainstorming targeted my own parents. Is Sex compulsory ?
Am I born, after my Dad had something inside my mom ?
Yaakkk !! I couldn't believe.

These unanswered questions gave me some feeling of arousal. I felt something weird taking place inside my shorts and it was then, I felt like touching my own p***s.

Time rolled out..... I had a bunch of good people with whom I started to hangout, movies (which I never did before) and what not.
You think my life changed !!?? Yess ??

Alas, it didn't. The rat race continued. I had finite number of 5 good friends. But the 50 other classmates were still there. Jealous of me, without leaving a trail of reason behind - why ?? Why was it me ??
Because I was studious ?
Because I was everyone's favourite ??
Because I was a kind hearted person ??
Because I never turned up for hangouts ??
Because I wasn't amongst those people who abused and spoke ill about teachers and everyone else ???

All these "Becauses'" were the reasons of my not being readily acceptable in crowd. This is the major concern of the youth today, what we generally term it as a Peer Pressure.

Finally, with all these basic traits......I moved to Grade 12 ending up abusing as a part of show-off and to enter the groups !

Grade 12

Wait...............
The inferiority complex was still laying eggs inside my nervous system passing from each vein reaching all together to my pumping station - My Heart. I was smart, intelligent but still lacking the girl friends, I mean Friends in opposite sex.

May be because I wasn't exposed to the social platform ? There was not an answer to that question though.

I remember an incident where my classmate Suresh with his group was sitting. They were the back benchers and always did something weird in the corner that made them giggle and whisper, which tempted me to go and check what the matter was. The group was engrossed in something rather interesting. They all were laughing. On closer inspection, something that surprised me was the contrasting behaviour. The cell phone speakers emitted weird sounds - sounds that of pain or cries but totally in a different manner. But these guys were laughing. It was a dilemma, tough for me to digest !

How can one laugh on seeing someone cry ??
A sudden voice, then reaches my ear drums. "BP"
Still my innocent mind interpretated it as something like Blood pressure ?

No ! Noo ! NO ! They meant "Blue print".
Still I was clueless ! All I knew was blue print of subjects in examination. I really mean it. I laugh when I hear how stupid was I.

"Dude, atleast don't try to make those innocent faces as if you have never seen a porn"  told Suresh with a cunning expression.

"No I haven't seen. Infact haven't heard the word ever" with blank expression and eagerness to know.

"Ab tu yeh bhi bolega..... Tune kabhi masturbate nahi kiya" some voice emerged from the group, leaving the rest of them to enjoy the conversation.
What ?? As in masters in debate ? The only rply that was evident from a boy like me. Isn't it ?

I turned out to be the center of attraction. Classmates made a mockery of me. I was feeling ashamed. Even the girls did laugh. I was pissed off.
This shows how much are we well versed with sex education in India !!

By the Author  :

Does Everyone reading this story knows well in advance,
What is Sex ?
Everyone does. But still had a shocking expression when you read the same.
Can I throw a question Why ?

Face the facts. I was ashamed hearing those things. Even till date, I haven't seen a porn. Big deal ???
Yess it does.
Even a 15 year old child in my neighbourhood knows everything in detail. He offers me a 16 GB SD Card fully eqipped with all such stuff, which he once showed me in his 4 inch electronic device - what we generally term it as "a Cell Phone". Yess, a 15 year old kid shows me a porn and I've seen it then.

Rapes, crimes and other evils have crept in the society due to lack of awareness of the sex knowledge. Why do we hide these things from children ? It was well depicted in the movie PK.
Everyone is ashamed of getting caught with a contraceptual, even though everyone uses it after his marriage.

A sex scene on a TV screen flashes..... Whhaa..... We are forced to change the channel. Why ??? Just because our 17 year younger sister is sitting besides us or rather our young child is accompanying us, Right ??? Can we ask why to ourselves ?

Some of my friends (female ones obviously) has to say that they saw porn while they were 16.
Isn't it possible that your sister too would be aware of the same ?
If she isn't, Our act of hiding a sex scene would definitely tempt her to know. She might try making efforts to know, ending up getting addicted to porns.

"The more the spring is supressed, the more it bounces back."
The more we hide a kiss scene, the more our child is eager to know, which ultimately results to the episodes of TV soaps like Gumrah or Crime Patrol or whatever.
Why are we not imparting the sex Education ???

Well, I apologize. I have the tendancy to loose the flow/track but you'll have to bear with that.

Okay, lets come back to Animesh :p

After being the center of mockery, he visited the obvious place "Google" where he understood all the terminologies of Sex. It was then he realised that the way he used to touch his Penis, (This Time - I won't use astericks*. Everyone knows what is behind those ***) was nothing but called the masturbation.

We started with the "1 year and 6 months back" from the part 1 and finally now we are landing up to this period. We have reached to a point from where we were supposed to start.
September' 2010 !

Oopppsss..... Time's up. Animesh's story was boring. Isn't it.
Well without Mishka, eventually his life was boring.
Wait, there was not a single mention of Mishka !!

She enters his life. But for that you might have to hold your breath. Revealing the start of love in the coming part.

P.S: The suspense was needed to make this love story epic. Await the best. Glad to hear from you with your views. Feel free to comment. Cheers.

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